Life is an opportunity, benefit from it... Life is beauty, admire it... Life is a dream, realize it... Life is a challenge, meet it... Life is a game, play it... Life is a promise, fulfill it... Life is a song, sing it... Life is a struggle, accept it... Life is a tragedy, confront it... Life is an adventure, dare it... Life is luck, make it... Life is too precious, do not destroy it... ..Life is life, fight for it...<3
sometimes i really feel cursed...i hate my personality,i hate my body,i hate ME..!why can't i feel for only one time THIN?or just NORMAL?deep inside i know that i have a normal body,with some curves..deep inside i know that i am not THAT fat...in fact i am not even chubby or something like this..i am normal..but i hate it!i want to be thin..i want to have an astonishing body..everybody tells me that there is no need even to put me on a diet..but i'm always on a diet..and when i eat 10 calories more than the estimated i hate me!i cry and cry and cry.........and this is what i'm doing right now..i can't stand it any more.. :'(
this song is just written for my case..!it fits perfect to me and..him and to what i feel about him..pfff..anyway..
:S
"All the things I know right now,If I only knew back then..There's no gettin' over.."
-if i only knew that there would no be getting over..if i only knew that you are such an asshole..if i only knew it before i got in love with you.. </3
"Wish I could spin my world into reverse, just to have you back again.."
-if i had you back..i'd give anything to be yours again..i was yours..and i was excited!i was living in a dream..why did i have to wake up in so little time? </3
"Hey hey I cant forget you baby..I think about you everyday.."
-everyday,every hour,every minute,every second..you are my addiction..i hate you!i hate you cause you're not mine anymore.. </3
"I tried to mascarate the pain.."
-i tried so hard..i pretended that i was happy..and deep inside i was dying.. </3
"I'm a party, and party and party and party..."
-i try to forget you..i'm doing anything just to forget you for a while..every weekend i go to parties..the music,the dance,the drinks,the hot boys make me forget you..but it's just for a few hours..and then..pain,pain and more pain..! </3
It’s kind of amazing how one person can make your worst day absolutely perfect and your best day absolutely terrible...you used to make my day!every day with you was jusr AMAZING..and then..the end!you left me without telling me why..and that's what hurted me the most..i tried to mascarate the pain.. I know you'll never look back, so why do I try? I know you'll never care for me, so why do I cry? I tell myself I'll stop loving you, but it's just a lie because every time I see you, I fall in love with you all over again...so i can't do anything..I always knew looking back on tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on laughs would make me cry....so i give up!let's keep pretending..just one favour..!
Just.... add me to the list of broken hearts you have collected..! </3
you are over!!!oh hell,yeah!!you are finally over!!for a moment i thought that there was no getting over!but thanks god i was wrong..i used to love you..now,i hate you!i don't want to know you anymore..you played with me..you never felt anything..you just wanted to prove for one more time that you can have any girl you want..but I am not ANY girl..so,the show must go on..! :D
